Name: Cristal Lachesis
Age: 24
City: Beijing
A sad old girl born in the sensitive-word-year with a weird Peter Pan mentality.
绝望的[前]政治学学生 | 宅腐干物伪文艺青年 | 虚无主义大毒草 | Illiberal libertarian | INTP | 完美主义偏执狂 | 50%%普控30%法控20%成分不明的精分 | 猫控 | 森林控 | 大叔Loli控 | 幻想成为机器人的重度中二患者 | 不定期自我怀疑鄙视症
文字是初恋。音乐是情人。黑政治黑哲学黑历史黑心理学是好基友。
“对生存的爱也是对死亡的爱”
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“The true philosophical Act is annihilation of self (Selbsttodtung); this is the real beginning of all Philosophy. ”
— Novalis
“The best people possess a feeling of beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.”
— Ernest Hemmingway
“I desire the things that will destroy me in the end.”
— Sylvia Plath
“I am a seagull, of no land,
I call no seashore my home
I am bound to no place
I fly from wave to wave.”
— Elisabeth of Austria, “North Sea Songs 7”, 1885
“让写在虎皮上的神秘和我一起消亡吧。见过宇宙、见过宇宙鲜明意图的人，不会考虑到一个人和他微不足道的幸福和灾难，尽管那个人就是他自己。那个人曾经是他，但现在无关紧要了。他现在什么都不是，那另一个人的命运，那另一个人的国家对他又有什么意义呢？因此，我不念出那句口诀；因此，我躺在暗地里，让岁月把我忘记。“
— 博尔赫斯《神的名字》